There is always the bigger picture.
That something to work towards -
that something worth fighting for.
It is something I need.
So close I can see the outlines of it.
So close that I start to move things around for it -
that I make decisions based on it.
And I start to consider it mine.
Now, I can make plans, but I am not the only planner.
I can want things, but when I don't get them
I have to consider that they would not have been good for me -
that they were never meant to be mine.